I can't take care of my one month old son. My husband gets home from work at 3am. And I had to give…

@jeanetta25

Wow you have a lot going on and I could understand why you feel you can't do it . But you can and you will I think if you can sit and talk to someone like your trying they can help you through your feeling and help you manage your mental health for the things right now you can't control . And I'm sorry but that's a pretty shitty thing your mom said to you that's not fair specially if she knows what's going on with you. There's no way you can be 100 percent with all that your going through your going to need alil help until things ease up at least the anxiety or depression . I'm sorry that they both don't see that your having a hard time but still trying . Hang in there and keep trying to get ahold of these doctors and do the best you can with your baby . Your health is not your fault and that doesn't mean that you should not have a baby anymore 😑 . I'm here if you ever want to talk I wish I lived close to you .

Thank you so much. I wish you lived near me too. I'm so glad you talked to me. No one else did. And my husband is going to be pissed at me when he comes home. So I have to worry about that

I am trying to get a hold of a therapist type person. I have gone through my doctors and insurance. And they give me numbers for them and I call and they say the number is no longer in service.

I feel so alone.

Most people struggle in the beginning, newborns are hard! Your taking the right steps by asking for help and getting yourself what you need. Don't be too hard on yourself!

what city you Live?