I try not to be a negative Nancy, but things have been really hard lately. Had to get my gallbladder removed, go back to work next week but haven't been able to find good child care, can't afford child care, can't afford bills, my unemployment benefits were suspended and I have to pay back $609 to them since I'm supposedly considered not able to work, it's just been struggle after struggle and it's finally taking its toll. I try so hard to be the positive one and to keep a game face on for my girls but I'm tired of the trials. It's holiday season and I'm dreading it. The little assistance we get from food stamps will end starting next month. I just don't know what to do at this point. I look at my kids and want to cry because I feel like a failure as a mother. I can't buy my oldest clothes or shoes that she needs and her good for nothing sperm donor never pays child support. I can't buy diapers for my little one. I can't even produce enough breastmilk for her and had to start supplementing with formula. Just need something positive to happen. A rainbow in this storm of shit.
wow you live far. well if you move back i can probably get you a job with the company i work for.. thats a far drive
@mommytoveralang, I live about 2 hours south of Austin, I used to live in austin 10 years ago. I wanna move back
im sorry your having a rough time. idk where you live umm the day care i work for offers free day care for the employees if they have room in the day care. but its mostly all in south Austin. i really dont know how far you live from south austin or anything. msg me if u want more details
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Transgender children
So I just learned that in my kids school district (my kids aren't in school yet my oldest will be starting kindergarten next September) there are twin boys who identify as girls. They are 5 years old. What's your opinions on this matter given they are 5!!! I don't believe that at that age they really understand the whole thing. So the entire school had to take a course on how to handle transgender children. For example they can't say girls go this or boys do that. What are...
Science!
My friend posted this on facebook last night and said her kids were asleep within minutes. It's a song that scientists created to help people fall asleep. I was skeptical but I thought what the hay, I'll try it out. I didn't bank on Dh falling asleep, but both him and lo were asleep by minute 2. And lo slept six straight hours. ?
Starting TWW. Anyone else?
I had a stillborn daughter at 38 weeks this passed Nov. This is my second month ttc. (Last month we only tried for like two weeks though). My last and only pregnancy, I got pregnant the first month of ttc so I hope it's quick this time again.

My sweet baby girl gained her angel wings this morning. She was my best friend, my true love my everything. She was so happy and beautiful, I'm struggling to say good bye. Sleep tight princess, mummy and daddy love you very very much ❤️
@ladyluck1994,