rant..

I work at 7 a.m. Why the hell does my husband think it's okay to stay out past bar close when I need to work in the morning. he doesn't today. this is the 3rd Saturday night/Sunday morning he has done this to me when I work at 7 freaking A.M. So sick of this BS. a couple weeks ago he didn't even get home till 5 in the morning when I had to be up at 6. when he works at 8:30 during the week I am up with baby at night so he can sleep yet I can't get a break to go to bed on the weekends when I work in the morning. and every time he apologizes but he obviously doesn't mean it since he does it every Friday and Saturday night!!!! omg! and half the time his phone isn't charged. what happens if something happens to me or baby? how the hell would I get ahold of him. so done with this BS. I've chewed his butt out almost every single weekend. our baby will be 3 months next Sunday and he has gone out every Friday and Saturday night since he's been born. "I'm sorry. I'm a horrible husband and father" well obviously that doesn't make you change your behavior. ughhhh