that's the only thing that helps me too @mommyofsoontob3 but I can't do it all the time so I have to find something else that I can actually take to help me out of this slump

Smoked not smiled lol

Does edible pot make you paranoid because years ago when I smiled every once in a while I started getting horrible anxiety and freaking out when I was high, so now I don't even go near it.

My son is 3 now and I've been feeling this way since then. I've gone to counseling but since I'm afraid to drive and driving me was inconvenient for my boyfriend I had to stop going. I am also on antidepressants but I don't really think they are doing much for me anymore. I guess I'm just going to go back to my doctor and see if I have any other options.

Sounds like post partum anxiety, talk to your doctor