Rant to whomever wants to read. More for me to write and feel better.
This guy is going through some major problems. My brother made it known to me that he called me a "sperm bank" on Facebook. I don't even know what to say. I've been with him for over 3 years... And had dated my high school sweet heart for 5 before him... If anything it must be self refection that he is pushing onto me. He is the cheater. He tried to break my heart because he is heartbroken. I tried everything with him ladies. Counseling, rehab, talking, writing and so much more. His alcohol is just more important. He lost his family, home, son, wife and dog. And he still hasn't realized it. Mid life crisis I suppose. Just a big mess. Its been over a week and he hasn't asked to see Ro once... My poor baby boy deserves the moon and the sun. The stars and the sky.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
So over this feeling!
Ever since I've had ds, OH and I have fought my mother on not wanting to give ds a dummy just cause we don't like them and find he self soothes. For the past three times my mother has had him, she has gone against our rule and given him a dummy and of course I spoke to her about it (that's all my knowledge on how many times she's done it). On Sunday we celebrated my stepfathers birthday and due to OH working I had to do it alone which isn't the thing that bothered me. The...
Am I the only weird one?
I HATE my husband touching my stomach! Every time he tries, I move his hand away. It’s like a quick reaction. He says I do it in my sleep too when he tries to cuddle with me. I don’t like my stomach and how squishy it is. He practically begged me the other day to let him touch my tummy and how much he loves and appreciates my body.
😣😣😣 I just can’t!
Question. I just left my husband for cheating and now hes been harassing me. Hes threatening to come get our son. I dont care if he sees his son but I'm not comfortable with him leaving with him bc hes never taken care of him a day In his life and he might use him against me. Am I wrong for feeling this way??

This is my son Walter. Today is his birthday. He would have been five. This picture was taken when he was 16 days old. He was my first child and my only son (I now have 3 girls). He passed away the next day after this picture from congenital heart failure. It was a miracle that he lived passed 12 weeks gestation because of how severe his heart defects were. I miss him so much, I can't believe it's been 5 years. It still hurts so bad. I don't talk about him a lot out loud because I end up bawling...
Unfortunate situation you going through. Just give your baby what you can, you don't have to compensate for his father. You have done the best you can do