I hsve a feeling ppd is starting to hit me.. I was trying so hard to avoid it. but i just woke up from my nap and looked at my little boy in his swing who is now 3 weeks old and realized i only have 3 weeks left before I'm forced to leave him to get s job :'( I'm so terrified that I'm him a lose the bond i have with him. even his daddy doesn't have the same bond.. i don't want him to get some type of bond with a stranger :'( I don't want to miss everything he does.. I want to see it all :'( all his holding his head up, sitting up, getting foor for the first time, rolling or crawling 😭 I want to be there for it all 😭😭
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Trigger. Lost baby
Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?
So I was googling something on my husbands phone today and I saw his recent search history it just popped up, and he was looking up porn. Am I crazy for getting upset with him over it?? I mean I'm 30 weeks pregnant I know I don't look hot, but I try to make an effort to have sex with him but he doesn't want to! I'm upset cuz he's getting off to all these random girls on the Internet. :( I don't feel good enough.
Normal? I Don't want to share baby
I don't want to share my baby boy I hate people picking him up and cuddling him especially when they haven't asked! certain people I'm not to bad like his daddy I don't mind him having him at all as it melts my heart the way he is with our children but others I just don't want them to touch my boy he's 9 days old and my last baby, I feel really selfish and feel glad when he wants feeding all the time (I'm breast feeding) I get really upset is this normal? I ...
What do you think???? I know that I over reacting but me and the father of my kids are not in good terms.. I ask my mom to give the kids to him that's it. but he have her money to get stuff without telling me...she help him with getting a car after all he did to me...he not wanting my daughter and not been with my kids a full weekend.. I'm been doing everything alone.. I call him and he was that's not of your business.... I don't call his family at all how he is with my kids.. I'm about to give ...
I can understand @mommyof2016 because I have to return to work before my son turns 3 months but I try to focus on the fact that no matter who he stays with he will always know his Momma ❤️ a baby always has that special bond that nothing can break. Praying for you and for your peace of mind as you come up to this next step 🙏🏼