Okay so I'm about to go all sappy on everyone so I apologize in advance.
My life is literally falling apart. I started a new job a little over a month ago, and got married on Saturday. The last couple days I have been so depressed and hate my job so much that I'm literally fighting tears at work. I want more than anything to be able to stay home with my 15 month old but we can't afford it. I have applied everywhere and I can't find anything. And to top it off we have been house hunting and are approved to purchase a home but how can I do that when I don't even want to go to work? I feel like a failure because if I quit my job we won't be able to buy a house and my husband will hate me.
My husband and my mother think I'm depressed and I called and made an appointment for tomorrow with my doctor. Not sure what to expect but I feel like I've been stuck in a bad place for a long time and I've officially just broken down. 😭