Hi there doll.. In 2014 i under went a 12 an a half hour brain operation for a tumor and it left me disabled on my whole left side, some memory loss, foot drop, left side weakness, not too mention the big scar on my head that I'm so shy of.. i don't feel comfortable getting my hair dinner anymore because I'm embarrassed of it.. An I'm only 28yrs young!! idk what your going through sweety but through my experience i can say that having God on my corner has helped me overcome alot of self doubt and he's restoring me day by day. i hope your ok, an whatever your situation is doll you can talk to me.. It sucks feeling alone