I hope he comes to but I'm never going to be with him again if I do I'll just experience this heartache again @mrsmoore

I understand what you mean wishing he would have tried harder but sometimes you can't change a person and a person can't change cheatig drugs.. not somebody I would exactly want around to toxic.but I do hole he comes to and its a wake up call

thing is he cheated before he was an addict I just cant do it anymore if he really wanted this family then he would have tried harder @sktraum

I'm sure he does want to be a family with u. He's an addict. He needs help. He needs to face his demons and find himself and get right in the head so he can be the best dad and bf he is meant to be. Hopefully they put him in a psych hospital once he comes to and they usually make u go to a therapist or some mental health facility. That's what I had to do. I'm an addict of 21 years with my 3 year sober date coming in 9 days. I kno its hard and it's hell on everyone involved. I wish u guys the best. It's a long road but so worth it. God bless. 🙏

It's hard, but the problem lies within him, not you. If he doesn't want to get help and change his ways, you have to let him go. Too much toxicity for you and your child.

@babes101116,

I knew before. i just wanted to believe he could change I just feel so broken and alone and Idk how to cope with any of this

Wow sorry you're dealing with this. At least you know what a lier he is now