Damn l think my depression kicking in l mean I'm up all night not cause of the baby just been thinking about all the things that I'm going though my kids father so no interest in are baby girl life who's only 10 day old. Since we been home from the hospital he's been fucking up like l sent him to get my pain pills cause l was hurting really bad he show up a hour later when cvs is 2min away then l told him the baby had an appointment l set it on his day off like he told me and he never should up.Are 2 year old haven't been in school (daycare) this whole week cause it's been raining l can't put a new born thur that but dad never called to even offer or to see if l took him to school. l don't know what l ever did to deserve the things l go through and know l find myself breaking down 😭