NEGATRON POST

I hate being negative but I need to vent so apologies in advance. 26+4. Still being sick and have been since about 7 weeks, been on all the meds, tried all the tips and tricks but just learning to live with it. Lost 3 stone 2 pounds (I wasn't small to start off with) and need extra growth scans due to the weight I have lost.

The last couple days have been especially bad. For example last night a migraine came about 5pm, ate my tea, lied in dark room, about 9pm started being sick at the same time as having bowel issues (luckily my bath is next to my toilet!!!) got in bed at 11pm slept till 2.30, woke up like my head is going to drop off and caved and had 2 paracetamol and a codeine! Gave in at 4am and came downstairs and had some cereal. Now sat here in floods of tears because I really feel like I can't go through this any longer. I have reached my limit! I am also suffering with carpal tunnel syndrome in my arms which is driving me insane.

Family/friends will ask how I am doing and when I tell them about sleep etc I get 'ooooo it's only going to get worse' I could honestly punch them right in the face.

I also have bipolar but came off all my meds so baby would be drug free so I guess that isn't helping me either but it is best for baby right now.

Please tell me you have felt this way at some point during pregnancy and I am not alone! Please!! I feel like I am going insane!

Tired fed up pregnant mess 😪👎🏼😩