Whenever I feel poorly which has been twice since my baby was born, I get really worked up that it's something bad. I developed suspected septicaemia during delivery and was treated aggressively for it, my main symptom was a very high temperature and a racing pulse of 170. Now I'm feeling really shivery and cold and not well just like I did when all this happened in labour ward. I don't have a temperature as I've just checked but I get myself so worked up over it...I can't cope thinking about it and I can't go through that again