I just need to get this off my chest, after losing 4 babies my mum decides to fly out to America and marry a guy when I was 5 months pregnant. baring in mind my family is very small(me,mum,nan&grandad;). I can talk to her 3 times a week through Facebook but in nearly 16 months I haven't heard her voice. I feel so alone i actually feel stupid. I have a beautiful 1 year old and a loving fiancé and I should be grateful for what I've got(and I am very grateful). I just feel like she actually doesn't care or even want to meet Charlotte. I'm so down atm and don't know what to do😢😭