That was fast and painful.
10:10pm - Water broke at home
11:00pm - Checked into hospital
1am - Cerclage removed
1:45 am - Started IV bag
2:30am - Given vaginal suppository medication to induce pregnancy
4am - Induction medication hit me hard with fast and super painful medication. 4:30am - My tiny girl was born and I got to hold her tight away. Placenta still lodged inside.
6am - Given more meds to induce contraction to get placenta out. Given even more meds to stop bleeding. There were multiple doctors digging inside me to get any remaining tissue out
9:30am - slightly awake and was given my baby to hold. It looks like she is dressed in tiny doll clothes. Her body is so small, fragile, skin so red bc her skin is so thin, the blood shows through.
1:30pm - still in hospital, waiting, resting; still need to make funeral arrangements for my little girl
I am very sorry for your loss. By lloking at your bio I see that you have gobe through alot these last few years. You are a very strong woman, and for that I admire you. I will keep you in my prayers. Stay strong. Sending blessings your way.
I am so sorry for your loss. You and your family are in my prayers.
I'm sorry for loss! My God comfort you in this time of need. 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏
Wednesday my 3 year old had an allergic reaction to a new medication that contained sulfur. Luckily we have a rule that no new meds are given for the first time at night. Had we of given her the med the night we got it it could of very well killed her as by the time we got to the dr office her tonsils had started to swell. She only took this med once. NEVER GIVE NEW MEDS AT NIGHT or when you can't watch your child closely. It could save their lives.

update: They have this beautiful girl in a medical induced coma. she is stable but still very critical. her first skin graft surgery is scheduled for Christmas Day. Thank you every one for your prayers.
My doctor said he would induce my labor at 38 weeks, if my baby girl still had growth issues and if the percentile dropped to 10 or less. Last thursday, it was 10 percentile, and he said if she didn't come on her own by 38 weeks, he would induce labor at that time. I'm 36 weeks 1 day today, he said my cervix was super thin, and 1cm dilated. Is there a possibility this can change... that my doctor will let her just come on her own? I don't want to be induced, i would much rather her come on her ...

here she is! they haven't weighed her yet.... they push skin on skin here but omg all natural because I dilated so fast after my water broke! I pushed for about 7 min! lol my baby is so chunky and already latching on to mommy! 😍😙💋💖💜👑🎀
OMG. hang in there love.