That was fast and painful.

That was fast and painful.

10:10pm - Water broke at home

11:00pm - Checked into hospital

1am - Cerclage removed

1:45 am - Started IV bag

2:30am - Given vaginal suppository medication to induce pregnancy

4am - Induction medication hit me hard with fast and super painful medication. 4:30am - My tiny girl was born and I got to hold her tight away. Placenta still lodged inside.

6am - Given more meds to induce contraction to get placenta out. Given even more meds to stop bleeding. There were multiple doctors digging inside me to get any remaining tissue out

9:30am - slightly awake and was given my baby to hold. It looks like she is dressed in tiny doll clothes. Her body is so small, fragile, skin so red bc her skin is so thin, the blood shows through.

1:30pm - still in hospital, waiting, resting; still need to make funeral arrangements for my little girl