I tell you. Having a newborn is so scary. I've watched babies before, granted not a couple days old babies. So seeing all the different things my son goes through is scary. The way he just freezes during feeding (Brest feeding) because he is falling asleep and his eyes start rolling in the back of his head. Or flickering. Or the way his eyes go cross eyed when he is focusing on something. Or attempting shall I say..omg all those things give me heart attacks but i keep hearing that they are normal. 🙈🙈🙈😩😩😩