Huge update... I moved back home with my parents... I was stressed out with everything that's been going on in my personal life that I was breaking under the pressure and losing my mind. I wasn't being the mother my children needed (and it takes A LOT for me to admit that) My husband and I are trying to work through our issues with us but he's proving that's nearly impossible. I am so extremely sore from moving yesterday that I can barely walk and I woke up at 4am having contractions. I got my bag ready to go to the hospital just in case!!! Things are finally gonna be in a good place for us.