so over ttc, my marriage is on the rocks..... I think I need to disappear for awhile from sight... he listed all my faults like a slap to the face... he didn't seem to own up to his.... I might be pregnant but I don't think a baby is going to fix the crack... but if I am then I am at a loss of how to fix the crack but he's the type that won't do marital Counceling cause he's like if we can't talk about our problems to each other a stranger can't help us talk to each other... I'm in a dark cold hole and no guidance...... 😩😩😩😩