so my SO is in jail and I've been having issues to where I haven't seen him in two weeks and he called me right as I was…

so my SO is in jail and I've been having issues to where I haven't seen him in two weeks and he called me right as I was walking out the door today and honestly I just didn't want to talk and I know my attitude was bad but what he said made me mad. then get to my destination and the car breaks down so I panic email him and I'm literally having an anxiety attack, two back to back. he then precedes to make it worse and literally tell me every single thing I've done wrong since he's been in jail and blame me for everything he possibly can. I tell him all of my emotions and how i actually feel for the first time ever and I get told that I'll not taking your boo hooing. I literally have always sat there and listened to him no matter what he said and never once called it boo hooing but when I do it after an anxiety attack I'm boo hooing seriously? seriously right now? I'm about to pop out our child and I'm scared to death because I'm doing it alone even if my mother is there I'm still going to feel alone and you want to tell me to stop boo hooing???