
bugmamaAlex·Мама двоих (8 лет, 13 лет)
I don't know what to do with my 4 year old anymore he has ADD and Bipolar disorder he constantly runs to the neighbors without asking just because he sees their son out. Then he punches kicks and screams all the way home. I can hardly lift him anymore being the fact that he's 56lbs and 48 inches tall and has super strength when he's mad. Being 8 and 1/2 months pregnant, not having A/C, my husband having cancer, working full time still and having an almost 5 year old that I feel has no respect or can be normal for 2 minutes is getting to the point where it is pushing me over the edge. I have started to feel my depression coming back but cant get 2 minutes to myself, i can't cry, I can't get upset, I have to take care of everyone and everything else. I have started to feel like I just want to lock myself in the bathroom take a cold shower and cry for two hours but can't even do that because my son can unlock the door. Are there any other mamas that feel like this?