There are reasons I am not a "happy and hopeful" person. I have had a lot of this in my life that have let me down. It…

There are reasons I am not a "happy and hopeful" person. I have had a lot of this in my life that have let me down. It feels like every time I get back on my feet and feel better about life it pushes me down again. I really hoped it was our month and for a full 24 hours I thought we were going to get blessed and be pregnant this month. But I was wrong like always... Just once I would like for the world not to kick me in the butt every time I hope and pray for something. 😢

I guess we are done for now. 😢💔