Rant alert - just incase your not in the mood to read a rant lol.
Beginning of the year i decided to go back to work, after battling mental health issues and having my boys i have been out of work for 6 years. So me and the other half had the understanding that I go back to work and he would do his share around the house to help. Well his share consists of cooking tea maybe once a week. He even had the cheek to say to me earlier that i dont work full time, i was like hang on a bloody minute, who looks after the kids? does the shopping? the washing? feeds the dog? the housework? we dont have a secret fairy, i do it aswell as working 5 days a week and doing school runs and whatever else. We have argued so many times over this, i feel like his mother not his partner and then he will get annoyed cause im too exhausted to have sex with him, i just wanna scream at him sometimes 😠😠😠😠
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...

He shared this on his Facebook a day after he said me and him is not working out
IF WHEN I HAVE MY BABY I DONT WANT MY BD OR HIS FAMILY TO EVER C HER WHAT DO I HAVE TO DO???
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.

This is my son Walter. Today is his birthday. He would have been five. This picture was taken when he was 16 days old. He was my first child and my only son (I now have 3 girls). He passed away the next day after this picture from congenital heart failure. It was a miracle that he lived passed 12 weeks gestation because of how severe his heart defects were. I miss him so much, I can't believe it's been 5 years. It still hurts so bad. I don't talk about him a lot out loud because I end up bawling...
I would just punch him in the throat! Men can be so cheeky sometimes xxx