Rant
I need to get stuff off my chest. I love my boyfriend but I just feel unappreciated and unheard. He doesn't help with our son, he's thrown it in my face that he works but I don't. He complains that we haven't had sex yet since I've had our baby. He's not romantic or sweet at all! He asks for a blowjob randomly. That's not going to make me want you. He also won't expect that I won't have sex right now, my vagina hurts when I poop. I'm not gonna have sex. He leaves all of the time to go do stuff when I'm trying to catch up on sleep or busy or can't because I'm babysitting for my sister or Aunt. He doesn't kiss me or tell me I'm beautiful. He's mean now. He'll just blow up on me randomly, then blames that he's tired. Even though he doesn't wake up every 2-3 hours to take care of our child and sleeps until noon. I've been depressed and he doesn't notice. He doesn't notice that I've been crying a lot either. I ask him to stay up and talk to me but he doesn't. I feel hopeless..