I feel horribly guilty for getting frustrated at Sophia. I feel like a bad mom, I was on cloud 9 for a week after her birth and now I'm frustrated when she refuses to latch right when I try weaning her from the nipple shield, when she wakes every hour to nurse when that's not her typical schedule or when she nurses for over an hour then continues to do the feeding cues. I just feel like I can't do this anymore and it breaks my heart bc I wanted her so bad, I love her so much and I feel terrible that I'm not as happy as I want to be.