I never knew how hard it was to take care of a baby alone. Yes his dad is in his life and pays the bills and gets him what he needs, but the long nights, long days, diaper changes, feedings, snuggles, and sleep fighting are me all day. This week I go back to work and he is mad that one of my friends is watching him and I just feel more comfortable with it that way cuz he doesn't hear him cry or fuss or anything. I just want to be lithe best mom I can be even if that means I do it alone I just hope my lil man knows imma do whatever I have to to make sure he is taken care of.