I've been trying not to beat myself up over having a c-section and see all the good things and why it happened but i can't help but feel like body betrayed me :/
Girl I felt the same way but now my baby is 2 months and I'm just glad I got to meet him in any way. Next child I'm trying a VBAC!
I've felt that way before, but you can't beat yourself up for it. In the future you can always try VBAC!
I think what bothered me the most about c section was that I didn't get to hold my daughter for a couple hours after. she was born at 1 am and held for the first time at around 3:30 am.