I been without my child's father basically threw out this whole pregnancy. Now that time is super…

I been without my child's father basically threw out this whole pregnancy. Now that time is super close for baby girl to be here (3days away). All I want and crave is for him to be there by my side when she enters the world and takes her very 1st breath....😢😢😢😢😢

I been really fine and dealing with it well up until now 😔