My biggest fear is going over my due date sadly I don't love pregnancy I've been suffering from hyperemesis still…

My biggest fear is going over my due date sadly I don't love pregnancy I've been suffering from hyperemesis still throwing up and terrible severe acid reflux to the point where I can barely sleep...I'm so terrified of going over my due date I've had to fight through battles to stay sane during my pregnancy and also fought off depression just from not being able to eat most days. This one medication literally made me have suicidal thoughts it was very scary cause I broke down emotionally I was drained at 34 weeks. I really wish I had it easy but this has been one of the most hardest times in my life..this is basically why I'm scared to have another child my body goes straight into survival mode when I feel like death not just that I wasn't able to work because of how severely sick I was and my first obgyn did not take me seriously till I lost 30 lbs and had gone to the ER over 4 times officially having ketones in my urine. I'm a strong person but vomiting 30-40 times a days really breaks you down..medication helped but relapsing from meds is scary especially when that is your lifeline to function daily. I'm so blessed to carry a baby but battling this disease was the hardest thing I've ever had to do.