Why cant i just be normal? No depression no anxiety not caring what ppl r thinking. Why?! If im distracted i dont think about it but when im alone its all i think about. UGH.
Hello ! im Helena 😗 im from Kiev, i wanna take new friends and take experience about care about child
I hurt so bad! When i sit down i feel as if im pushing baby boy back up out of the canal or something it hurts so bad! Im thinking about going in to the doctor.. But idk
so idk what to do im supposed to be moving out with my bf, baby daddy he is 14 yrs older then me and he has his niece that is 25 that lives with him and she has a daughter that's almost 6 but on day she was being stupid and told me that I might have her daughters dad closer then me then i though since then we have had lots of fights about it and he always says it's not his daughter but why would she say that and why would he have gotten so mad when i questioned him about it and every time he post pictures and stuff about her he puts my daughter i am honestly double thinking this if I should move or not im 22 and 6 months pregnant!?????
I haven't even pushed out baby number one and i can't wait for number two...is that cray? maybe this pregnancu was too easy on me.. i haven't even met JOJO im thinking about having another person to bond with him...hubby thinks im crazy 😂
I don't think she gets it. I swear sometimes I just need to renew my policy to not look at the comments in Facebook. I never used to. I don't know why I started. But the ignorance is real.
Sonya·
Same, it's a terrible feeling
Deshonda Shorts·
Мама сына (1 год), беременна (28 нед.)
I really wanna hug you right now
Brittani 👑🌻·
Мама дочки-младенца
Cause bad things happen too good people... I struggle bad with it...😕
Kirsten·
Мама сына (1 год)
Like its sooo bad i hate asking ppl for ANYTHING cuz if they say no I automatically think they hate me or im to ugly. Like i hate it. Why do i care?!!!?!?! @megbaby07
Brittani 👑🌻·
Мама дочки-младенца
I'm the exact same way... my mom says it's because I have a good heart. So maybe we just have so many emotions to give too make everyone happy that a moment we feel we don't it breaks us. I care soo much about people that the littlest thing can make me cry. It's not fair... I'm scared to ask anyone for anything anymore. Or how to act because I care what they think so bad. It's lowered my self esteem so bad
Kirsten·
Мама сына (1 год)
Yesss i try and plz EVERYONE and the littlest change in tone will literally ruin everything!!!! It really isnt fair like why cant i be strong minded. So sure of myself! And idk how to fix it. Sometimes when i get really bad anxiety i just repeat "who cares who cares" and ill say good things about myself or Kyle will say (when hes being nice to me) "you got me and kyson fuck everyone" so that makes me feel better (cuz these days its rare he's genuinely nice) @megbaby07
Brittani 👑🌻·
Мама дочки-младенца
I wish I knew how to fix it.. Greg has gotten to be that way as well.. i rarely get a nice comment when I'm struggling. Usually he says I'm a baby. So I think some of mine is feeling like I'm failing as a mother or partner. I just try too remember that I did do something right because my baby thinks I'm amazing. I really hate your feeling this way because I feels terrible... but just so you know, you are beautiful I've seen your pictures and I envy you, and your a great mother. Sometimes you have too remember that's all that matters.. I still have got it in my head. But I try too remind myself every day. I've gotten so low these past couple days I have no idea what too do anymore. You're stronger then you think. One day when you least expect it, you will see it shine.
Kirsten·
Мама сына (1 год)
I cant wait for that day. And thank you so much for ur kind words! And u r right when u get this damn low you dont know what to do. Everything u used to do doesnt work. Like this cant really be how life is. @megbaby07
Brittani 👑🌻·
Мама дочки-младенца
Me either and of course! Any time you need too talk or need them, message me. And your right, it's like you immune to your own ways, I feel I'm wasting my life soo much being this far down but I don't think I'd know how too live being continuously happy..