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Janni
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Photo isn't related to anything other than the fact I have a cute little baby boy who looks like me.

Photo isn't related to anything other than the fact I have a cute little baby boy who looks like me.

I suffered a forth degree tear (the worst my hospital has seen in over a few months) on the 28th during childbirth. I was worried at the beginning of the week because it felt like I was passing gas through my vagina and didn't really have control over my bowel movements so I went in today to get it checked out to make sure I didn't have suffer a fiscal. They checked me today and I'm healing nicely and am just suffering from lack of muscle control which is to be expected.

It felt like a huge anxiety was lifted off of my shoulders. 🙌🏻

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lilbabyboy16

Madison

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you're baby is adorable!

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lilbabyboy16

Madison

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and I'm glad you're doing better =)

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mamasparks

Janni

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@lilbabyboy16, Thank you on both statements! I'm hoping the rest of my healing process keeps going this way. (:

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