my feeling are on my shoulders today.. my husband and I spent the day away from each other yesterday, he got drunk... I took care of the baby. he fell asleep on the couch and made plans for today with out me... I slept in bed and woke up all night by myself with our 10 month old(still won't sleep through the night...) I'm 9 months pregnant and he wants me to walk around in the heat today, with our 10 month old at vortex while him and his buddies get drunk and have a good ol'time... while I take care of my son by myself... and do not enjoy myself. I just don't even feel like we are even close to each other. I feel like he's a stranger and I feel like we should just go separate ways... I hate fucking hormones. I wouldn't be so upset if I wasn't pregnant. shit like this usually doesn't matter but today it's making me feel like we do not belong together. ugh.
Well I always say everything happens for a reason God will guide you through it
@carmanbaby, I am right there with you... but our marriage is on the rocks and he said he needed space.. so I gave it. and now I feel a million miles away from him
Not to butt in or anything but even if you wasn't pregnant it should matter he needs to be there for you and your oldest now not drinking with his buddies that little one is watching how he acts and everything when they grow up they may do the same
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...

Am I wrong to be upset? Last night I was running a fever, weak, tired, sore, my left boob feels like it got used as a punching bag. I asked my husband to call out of work today to help me with the kid so I could get some rest. He went to work. I texted him this morning. Part of me thinks I mean. The other part of me thinks I was fine for saying that because he should've stayed home with us.
Starting TWW. Anyone else?
I had a stillborn daughter at 38 weeks this passed Nov. This is my second month ttc. (Last month we only tried for like two weeks though). My last and only pregnancy, I got pregnant the first month of ttc so I hope it's quick this time again.
So I keep feeling these lil sharp pains on my right side. You do get pains like that before you start your period right.? Remember I had that dark brown spotting for a few hours last month on the 22. My period suppose to start today.
Why can't other mom's just be there for other mom's and work together and help each other not bash other mom's because when other mom's bash other mom's it makes us feel like we aren't doing a good job at least that's how I feel when I get bashed.
@carmanbaby, thank you, and yes god will.. he always does.