my feeling are on my shoulders today.. my husband and I spent the day away from each other yesterday, he got drunk... I took care of the baby. he fell asleep on the couch and made plans for today with out me... I slept in bed and woke up all night by myself with our 10 month old(still won't sleep through the night...) I'm 9 months pregnant and he wants me to walk around in the heat today, with our 10 month old at vortex while him and his buddies get drunk and have a good ol'time... while I take care of my son by myself... and do not enjoy myself. I just don't even feel like we are even close to each other. I feel like he's a stranger and I feel like we should just go separate ways... I hate fucking hormones. I wouldn't be so upset if I wasn't pregnant. shit like this usually doesn't matter but today it's making me feel like we do not belong together. ugh.