I dont think most people understand what its like to have babies born so early and then be in the NICU. if I one more person ask me when they are coming home or if they are home, I'm going to scream. They were born 10 weeks early! Are they really going home with me after 3 days or even 7! *exhale* ok vent over☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no, his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me and did something else with an other girl.... and it's 10:51 am now and he hasn't texted me at all. and after he dropped me off I texted him saying what I felt and nothing. I don't know if I'm over reacting or what or what should i do. do i wait until he text me?
I wish i had a friend to go with me to the tattoo studio later
I want to see mommy baby's coming home outfit. Boys and girls born and not born. Please. 😉
I was in the hospital last week for preterm labor and they stopped the contractions and sent me home. Now a week later I'm back in here with worse contractions and they are going to stop them again and send me home. I really want to deny these shots. It's obvious my baby girl is trying to be born, I feel like these shots are hurting her 🙁🙁 the first time I totally understand but a week later....
I can't wait to go home Tommorrow , I hate hospitals 😒😏😕
