Well 12 years ago I had my daughter at 18 years old. I felt exactly the same way... It was like he was a thorn in my side that I couldn't remove this constant pain... It took 10 years to get to a point where we could respect each other and make the best decisions together for our daughter. Don't waste your time on someone who isn't deserving of your love. You are WORTHY of a perfect love ❤️ Don't settle for any less...

@steelmagnolia, he's my son's father more like dead beat but I'll never get rid of him.. even when I'm happy he makes me feel guilty for something ugh