RANT
i just need a breaak today! im so tired, i am a stay at home that is home all day with my mother in law who rarely helps m, she holds my baby 2x a week and watches her when i shower 3/7 times a week (the other 4 times i have to put her in the bathroom with me), shes a bitch so i cant ask her for help only with finiacial things, this fycking nexplanon implant isnt working for me! its lwtting too much of the hormone into my body and it makes me mean to my husband and mom, i have a period 2 times a month but they are equivalent to 2 periods in one and its make everything so hard on me! i wish i had my own place so i could bring mt best friend over to help me, shes an angel when it comes to letting me sleep but im not allowed any visitors here because my mother in law in brainwashed thinking everyone's going to steal from her ugh