there are moments where I just want to cry for no apparent reason..darn these baby blues..I want to…

there are moments where I just want to cry for no apparent reason..darn these baby blues..I want to just be normal again 😒 feeling jelly that my husband will be going with his parents tomorrow to go shooting and I will be at home looking at my 4 walls...I get to be with baby but I haven't had a stress reliever since I was like 7 months pregnant. *sigh* I just am feeling down right now 😔