I think it's time to distance myself from all social media except this.. It's truly ridiculous how something like Instagram and Facebook can have such a negative impact on my marriage. It's gotten to the point where I don't even trust my husband anymore. Just when I think we're finally working through our problems he proves me wrong. I really don't want to get divorced.. I love him. I want my son to have a nonbroken family. But I'm not gonna go through this marriage being lied to. I don't care how small the lie is or if it's a lie about something stupid..it's still a lie and it means I can't trust you. I think it's time for me to go to sleep. I'll leave him to handling Phoenix tonight. Maybe then he'll realize how much I do for our family even if it's just a fraction of it.
Oh good! I'm so glad! ♡