Ok so I usually have zero trust issues when it comes to my SO. He has never given me reason to before. Recently he's been doing Uber on the side since i've been out of work to help make ends meet. He usually does it at night because he works his regular job days. He got off work, came home to change his work clothes, and went right back out like usual. He got a lil more jiggy than usual but i didnt say anything. So he gets home, we talk a lil and then he goes to sleep. Its hard for me to fall back to sleep so im looking thru my Instagram and come across a picture of him and some dudes in a bar or something wearing the same outfit so i know its not an old picture. I look thru the guys page and i seen that he was promoting his bday party at a strip club which was taking place last night. Im so disappointed. Like why lie? I would understand him wanting to celebrate being that his bday is sunday and im supposed to be getting induced saturday. He just fucked up my whole attitude towards him at the time when i feel we should be the most connected. I feel like i lost all trust in him. Its a horrible feeling. Like if you'll lie about something so small then what wouldn't u lie about smh.