yesterday, after dropping off anthonys clothes at his work, & getting that text from him. I of course was crying pretty hard. so I get on the interstate, and before I could even get off the on ramp, a semi truck ran me off the road. All I could do was sit there on the side of the highway and lose control of my shit. everyone was honking at ME, like I was the one doing something wrong. I was completely out of it.
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I hope hes clearing his head, and not fogging it back up more... & I hope so. im trying to relax, but its easier said than done. @leonandmarleighsmommy__
That's true. Maybe the space will both give you time to clear your heads. I hope that he using any drugs either. I'm sure it will all work out for the best. Try to focus on baby and pleeease don't stress yourself out!!!!
thats all I have asked for from him. but im trying to give him space and not push him away more. im hoping if I can just put my big girl panties on and suck it up, that he will miss us and come back, maybe we just need a little break. I wish it wouldn't have gotten to this, and I hope and pray that this isnt the end forever, and that he's not on drugs again. but what else can I do? nothing besides sit and wait. @leonandmarleighsmommy__
😕 Well that's good that it's not baby! I hope that he comes to his senses soon! You are owed an explanation directly from him.
I dont think ita cold feet. I dont think it has anything to do with thw baby. it might, but he told his mom that he was sick of arguing with me. and apparently I said something to him that he takes seriously and hurt him? idk. that could be his mom lying to me. but, he's been off for a while. I've been begging to sit down and talk with him, but he never made time for me. @leonandmarleighsmommy__
You're welcome. Do you think maybe he's getting cold feet about the baby? I think my bf is experiencing it because we will have two kids in a few short months and his behaviors are definitely "off".
thank you. we need prayers for sure. nope. no indication of nothing. @leonandmarleighsmommy__
I'm so sorry this is happening to you! Is he giving you any indication why? Praying that your heart finds comfort. Hang in there mama! 😘
Believe me I know!!!