im trying my best. @lovely_girl211 I just can't help but hurt.

You got this. I'm in a similar situation. And I'm having a girl too. Just take it one day at a time. That's all we can do.

I really am trying to. Im just scared I wont be enough for her, and that ill let her down. She is already my world, and I don't even know her yet. @lovely_girl211

I know. But you are going to be that babies entire world. Focus on that. He will either come to his senses or realize what a huge mistake he made down the road. You just focus on you and being an amazing mom to that baby. Once you hold him/her in your arms... Nothing else is even going to matter.

but knowing her dad is a piece of shit and wont get to see it, or be there like he promised is going to break my heart. @lovely_girl211

The birth of that baby will be a happy beginning. Stay strong.