Sometimes when I look at you I'm torn from wanting to smile to wanting to cry. I love you so much. But I feel as though I failed you. You deserve so much more than what you have. I wish I could give you a mommy and daddy who are together and love each other, a place that's yours and your parents rather than staying with your grandparents house full of tension, a mom that has her degree, but overall, a mom who is happy. She's not happy with herself right now. I don't want to be sad around you and I try not to. I do my best to keep a smile on my face and happy attitude around you, luckily looking at your face makes it a bit easy to do. You're the only person that motivates me to keep going when all I want to do is end it all. I'm sorry your mommy isn't so strong right now. Right now you're asleep in my arms and I can't help but to wrap my big arms around you and just snuggle with you. I love you peanut. Things will get better.
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tattoo mommies let me see your sweet tattoos this is my right arm its a rose vine going around my arm and on my forearm i have two owls in love connected to it .
on my left side of my belly I have a dragon ;)
So I keep feeling these lil sharp pains on my right side. You do get pains like that before you start your period right.? Remember I had that dark brown spotting for a few hours last month on the 22. My period suppose to start today.
Throwback to my childhood!???? I'm actually playing right now! @ice keep doing you! I love your throwbacks. ?
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Trigger. Lost baby
Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?
you're not the only one that feels that way. I do too.