Confession I'm so not proud of 😔....
My entire life everyone around me smoked cigarettes and it literally made me SICK. I mean literally sick to smell them or be around the smoke. Well fast forward to the end of my pregnancy.. Weirdest craving ever I craved the smell of cigarettes fresh in the pack, the menthol smell. Then I ended up craving smoking a cigarette. Of coarse I never gave in to that craving but a month after I gave birth craving is still there. I buy a pack and smoke one and I didn't hate it? So I've been smoking like one a week and I'm so disgusted at myself and no one knows about it. All the people I've judged and lectured and now I smoked? Ugh I'm so disgusted lol I'm stopping but I'm just disturbed that I actually CRAVED this. Feel free to judge me lol
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Mine was never a habit, mine was more boredom and social considering my mom sister and SO smoked. I slowed down. And then when I went to stay with my grandma. I was alone and I never thought of one since.
@megbaby07, just curious ... What made you smoke up unTill 4 months and then suddenly stop ?
@ariesbaby16, no judging... i smoke one a night... right before my shower and i go to sleep... it helps me de-stress from the day... my son is a very intese toddler lol
Of course smoking is bad period. But they say one a day won't do damage. So one a week isn't bad. I smoked till my fourth month. And finally stopped. I had smoked for two years before.
your human girl lol that's so funny though! hehe