I'm so sad, and lonely...I'm sick of this, honestly I rather be single. He lies telling me he's going to be here and never show up. I don't even know if he wants to be with me anymore 😢 tired of crying over this dude it's really worthless...maybe I need a therapist or someone to talk to because I've been feeling really down, sad and depressed. this is not really good 😢😢