I'm so sad, and lonely...I'm sick of this, honestly I rather be single. He lies telling me he's going to be here and never show up. I don't even know if he wants to be with me anymore 😢 tired of crying over this dude it's really worthless...maybe I need a therapist or someone to talk to because I've been feeling really down, sad and depressed. this is not really good 😢😢
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
So I have question I'm 23 weeks and I thought a 9 lbs weight gain was good but now I'm re thinking it what is normal at this stage is it to much I'm stressing out I am really watching what I eat and I really don't over eat sad mommy here 😔
I really really hate the fact that I got stretch marks on my boobs. And it kinda bothers me when mommas tell me they are something to be proud of because it's my baby tattoos or my proof I was growing a miracle...I'm pretty sure once my son is in this world with me HE will be the proof I grew a miracle inside me. I know they try to make me feel better about it but there really is nothing beautiful about stretch marks! No matter how you put it.
He doesn't hug me when we are sleeping anymore and before he went to work he didn't hug me goodbye I'm sad :(
I need some advice my babies father gets really mad when he drinks liquor. He woke me up and started a big argument about the thermostat he completely destroyed the room and choked me this is the 2nd time he has done this. I'm going to church today and I'm not sure of what to do when he starts calling and texting to talk to me because he realized he messed up. I need some advice and solutions to help the problem.
just focus on you and your little one you don't need to stress out. guys are so weird just give him some space and if come back cool and if he don't. he gave you the best gift while he was around.