it's pretty Fucked up that when I really need friends and family support NO one is there. high risk, just got out of the hospital ONLY because I had my baby shower and begged my doctor to let me come home for it, just for no one to show. geeee thanks everyone!!!
it's OK I guess. everyone knew I was counting on today to help with the baby stuff cuz I've been so sick, but apparently they all think lying to my face is cool. so fuck them. I have 10 weeks to figure it out