it's pretty Fucked up that when I really need friends and family support NO one is there. high risk, just got out of the hospital ONLY because I had my baby shower and begged my doctor to let me come home for it, just for no one to show. geeee thanks everyone!!!
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
it's OK I guess. everyone knew I was counting on today to help with the baby stuff cuz I've been so sick, but apparently they all think lying to my face is cool. so fuck them. I have 10 weeks to figure it out