I'm 25 weeks and my entire pregnancy I've been waiting to get my energy back but it's never really came back fully. I'm…

I'm 25 weeks and my entire pregnancy I've been waiting to get my energy back but it's never really came back fully. I'm always pretty tired and not motivated to get anything done. I'm on my own and have to force myself just to get what's necessary to survive done. Also as far back as I can remember I've felt so big and I still have a ways to go! Does anyone else feel like this? I feel like I'm waddling and it's so much weight on me 😖 I love feeling her inside me but I want my energy and my body back! It's a struggle to even get myself in the shower:(