frustrated as hell... been really emotional lately! I get it my baby's dad works all day...sometimes I get so lonely and depressed being at home by myself all day... I'm not use to not working and not use to being restricted...my sciatic has me in pain a lot... I can't do anything cuz I start hurting really quick....cant go to a store by myself... can't be comfortable anywhere I go... my mom works 6 days a week... he works 6 days a week....i hate to bother anyone because they all have babies or work or both... I make dinner for him as long as I'm not in horrible pain... and we eat together....today he got off work late... so I ate first by myself....he got his plate... not as much as he usually ate... (He ate fast food at work a few hours after he came home with me on lunch) then he asks me if I would get mad if he went with his friend.... OK not gna lie thanks for asking me but what erked me far more is he knew I was hurting plus any other day what does he do... changes TV on me to sports without really asking if I was watching it... then I get bored cuz conversation ends and he ignores me after how was my day and how's the baby so I go to my room and half the time he falls asleep on the recliner before coming to bed.... he thinks my issue is his job.... like really?! No! I feel dumb for wanting him to just be with me and not ignore me for sports... I'm hurting and am miserable I want to be able to forget that my days are crap!! and this was a day that he was supposed to get off at 5p and stayed late for a customer so I was excited before today to have an early day with him but that didn't happen... he got home after 9p

#dontkeepyourhopesup #emotional #excusemyventsession