On the way to the ER :( I passed a blood clot the size of 2 golf balls and it's been a week and a half since delivery. I've had excruciating cramps for 2 days so I called my midwife and she said I'm losing too much blood and I need to go immediately. please say a prayer as I have to bring my baby with me. I don't want her to get sick. I don't know how long I will be in there 😓
@hailholla1412, I totally understand. im glad ur ok tho
hospitals are the worst I had to go to one hust to get a doctors note out of emergency and i was seen by the nurse not even the doctor and they gave me a note and sent me a bill for 350 -_-
they sent me home and " "diagnosed" me with what I already knew was happening. the ER sucks! I wasted 4 hours in there and will be billed probably 300 bucks for some general Hospital wannabe doctor to press on my stomach and make my cramps worse. I just know that 2 weeks after delivery I should not be bleeding so much to the point of using almost a half a roll of toilet paper when using the bathroom. thank you for asking it's just frustrating :( @babybearblue2
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
@babybearblue2 thanks girl. I am too.