Alex
bugmama
Alex·Мама двоих (9 лет, 13 лет)
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Warning:Long post just need to express myself today.

My handsome amazing sleepy husband. This is him randomly passing out again. Today was his 3rd day in a row of Chemo. 4th session in total. It is so hard for me to see him going through this, being exhausted and in pain and there being nothing I can do. I feel helpless and distant because up to 72 hours after each treatment I can't even kiss my husband due to the chemo being in all of his bodily fluids and being pregnant they don't want any possibility of it hurting or getting to Lilly through me. It scares me to death everyday to know that he has cancer. To think a month and a half ago everything was going great, then we had to get the news that he had cancer. Even just that damn word is scarey. Why GOD has us going through such a trial when we're supposed to be celebrating I will never know. I just have to keep reminding myself that GOD's plans are bigger then ours. I just keep praying and keep my head held high because I need this man here with me to raise our children and for me. After 9 years even the thought of not having him next to me scares me so much. Our relationship has not been perfect but please remember to love and cherish your loved ones everyday no matter how angry they make you. Your whole life can be turned upside down in just one moment.

03.06.2016
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bugmama
Alex·Мама двоих (9 лет, 13 лет)

Thank you so much for the encouragement. :) @carolina71416

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carolina71416
Carolina Cobian·Мама троих детей

You couldnt have said it with better words. Just leave evrything in our saviors hands. He has a plan for everything and everyone. He gives his worst battles to his best warriors so like you said keep that head up very high. Take this as a rock in your path but with you and God by your husbands side, you guys will do fine and everything will be ok... Prayers to your family. God bless!

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bugmama
Alex·Мама двоих (9 лет, 13 лет)

@hugoandrosiesmama, thank you both are needed.

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bugmama
Alex·Мама двоих (9 лет, 13 лет)

Thank you @nygirl3rdbabymiami It's such a hard thing to watch at any age I just can't seem to get to enjoy my pregnancies cancer always seems to hinder mt second trimester. It's so tough trying to explain to our 4 year old why daddy is sick and needs to sleep all the time. :(

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Hugs and all the positive vibes!!

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sherrynygirl

you will be in my prayers , your right something's are out of our control but, god knows the blessing behind it to come, ♡my niece had stage 4 cancer and was 14 at time &my; oldest sons friend when he was 5had cancer to see innocent kids go thru shows the amazing gift of life of breath is *To always be Grateful *

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bugmama
Alex·Мама двоих (9 лет, 13 лет)

Thank you. I pray he does too. @missjess

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missjess
Jess·Мама сына (9 лет)

I'm so sorry! That's a tough situation for everyone involved. I pray he gets better🙏🏻

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bugmama
Alex·Мама двоих (9 лет, 13 лет)

Thank you @mdomke22

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mdomke22
Mel·Мама двоих (8 лет, 10 лет)

prayers for your family!!!

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